after work.something struck me.something i thought i already overcome.i know the right thing for me to do is be friends.but my heart denies with my minds decision.
as the clock strikes one, i went out of my house.motive-take a night stroll and decide what to do.the temperature not as cold as i thought it would be.hung my sweatshirt on my shoulder then walk slowy to bukit panjang plaza.not even listenin to music frm ngage, my mind was focused on only one task.to either remain as friends[and regret] or do the opposite.
whats on ma mind.. maybe shes just not rite for me?? im not as handsome as guys she met before?? im too quiet?? im too inexperienced?? i look so unfrenly??
my decision,CLASSIFIED whatever my decision is, im sure it wouldnt be permanent.my problem is i just cant help myself being frens with someone i already have feelings for.Imagine you are in ma shoes, you wont know wat to do SEH.one statement just broke me into pieces."stop asking questions" even for a fren it will affect me.i wont carve about how perfect she is.its useless.
maybe that phrase would be the answer for me to forget her.if thats just the rite thing.thinkin,she hates me.may help me overcome all this i guess.
i just cant accept that one minute im ok and nw i just cant help myself.MAYBE i just love her???
MY LIFE,MY CARVINGS
-=PROFILE=-
Name:ZuLkiCkFlip
A.K.A:ZUL
First Naked:THIRD OCT 1988
PLACE OF EDU: NGEE ANN SCH OF E.ENG
WHERE I AM: BOOOOKID PUNJUNK PATEER RD
