1252am.sipping coffee in front of ma laptop.something bothered me.here i am changing my life,changing the way i look n groomin maself.but am i ever going to be good enuf fo someone? i just cant figure out wat makes me so unattractive.?is it true when people say bad boys always get the gerls.?Shud i become one of the MATs to be with someone.?currently my life status if talked about seems like im lying.
wishing to be with someone seems impossible even for the shooting stars.people will say "zul with a gerl??thats impossible"im not carving for sympathy.just a place to express my thoughts.people complain how their boyfriends treat them badly, BF having scandals, many more. are these people ever going to be satisfied with wat they have.?
never have i been loved by someone special to my heart.its always a case of one hand clappin.im have never been desperate.These things can never be rushed.
Sometime my heart feels one step ahead of wat im suppose to feel.my heart can never be wrong. i dun just go up to someone and beg to be loved.i meet someone that appeals to my likings and have that special look in their eyes. these feelins just takes over my body and my mind goes blank.due to lack of experiences, i dun even know what im suppose to do and say.these is when i know i feel that special for that person.if i've done wrong, do correct my mistakes and show me the right way.
this update is base on my feelins for the general public. No intentional points were aimed at anyone or anything.
MY LIFE,MY CARVINGS
-=PROFILE=-
Name:ZuLkiCkFlip
A.K.A:ZUL
First Naked:THIRD OCT 1988
PLACE OF EDU: NGEE ANN SCH OF E.ENG
WHERE I AM: BOOOOKID PUNJUNK PATEER RD
