setiap kali ku pulang kerja.rasa letih dan ngantuk.tetapi.. ada sesuatu yg ku tidak suka megalami. bila ku pejam mata, hatiku rasa bimbang dan kesal.ada alasan di sebalik semua ini. tetapi aku tidak mahu meluahkan di sini.seperti org berkata-lelaki gemar simpan masalah kepada diri sendiri.
perasaan yg ku hadapi byk meninggal kan kesan kepada hidup ku. Menukar cara ku melihat, mendengar dan rasa. aku bingung, mahu ikut mindaku atau hatiku. Kedua dua ada [i totally cant keep this up] outcome yg sama. But have different ways of reaching the outcome. Everynight i try to keep myself awake or tire myself out so ill fall asleep easily. So as not to face those feelings.
What if i cant handle rejection.?Its been a long time since i let out my rage. What if rejection give it a final push. Will my temper take over my life again.?I dun know wat to say. I dun know what im feeling.
I keep myself busy so as not to think to much. Thinkin makes me sad and my brain hurts.
SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!
MY LIFE,MY CARVINGS
-=PROFILE=-
Name:ZuLkiCkFlip
A.K.A:ZUL
First Naked:THIRD OCT 1988
PLACE OF EDU: NGEE ANN SCH OF E.ENG
WHERE I AM: BOOOOKID PUNJUNK PATEER RD
